Staring at the ceiling
Waiting for all the action in my life to begin
But nothing ever happens
If you keep yourself inside yourself
And hide deep within
I'm waiting for the change to happen
I'm waiting for the moment to occurr
But i don't realize
That the only comfort you get
Is in your own actions and words
I feel so lonely
I feel so hurt
Deep inside
My larger than life pride
Lives on and gives birth
To another silly illusion
That keeps me away from others
As someone else walks away
They get curious, but they decide
That they don't want to stay
Cause i'm too crazy
If i was actually sane enough
Would i still be quite as lazy?
Who knows, god help me please
I walk the streets
Alone at night
Under the moon
I expect it to come all too soon
The coming and the rise
My spirits sore in my dreams
Angels signing at the top of their lungs
It seems all too beautiful for me
I don't want to live
In a life where people see
Right throuhg my soul
Down deep inside my black hole
I'm as shallow as can be
I don't want to know anyone
Yet i want to know every single person, indeed
Place my legs down on the ground for the very first time
And plant this seed